Sunday, June 16, 2019

Giving Thanks

Giving Thanks

We all have songs that makes us emote...sometimes one or two chords can stir a dozen emotions. Giving Thanks by Jeff Blumenkrantz is undoubtedly one of those songs in my life. In December of 2017, Katie and I were rehearsing for an upcoming performance at the State Theatre. A father of just a week or so , I was red-eyed and emotionally vulnerable. I remember that rehearsal as if it were yesterday, as it was the first time I heard that song. By the final line, "thank God for fathers who love their children, and most of all, thank God for you..", I was a weeping mess. It was that special moment when a meaningful piece was performed by someone you love, that got you thinking about others that you love; in this case, my daughter and my incredible dad. It's one of the most compelling things about music - the way it can so quickly encapsulate so many feelings and memories. What are some pieces that have a similar effect on you?

Here is my favorite rendition, one Aunt Katie recorded last year at Thanksgiving.

PS. These questions need not be rhetorical, would love to get a dialogue going :)

Friday, June 14, 2019

Home


There's No Place Like Home

We can all recite the lines by heart..."there's no place like home, there's no place like...Home - it's a remarkable image, but what does it mean? I think the ambiguity in the idea of home, is what makes it powerful, and what makes it so beautiful. Does home mean where you live? Does it mean heaven? Does it mean a sense of peace and comfort? I think in many ways the answer is yes, to all of them. Home is a finite place, yes, but it is also a mentality. For me, it is that serene sense of comfort, often a shared experience with those that you love. Maybe it's at your folks' house, or maybe it's a place where you have a special memory. Regardless of where it is, it's the place, physical or ideological, that we always want to be.

There have been so many amazing musical settings on the word home, but I'd like to share with you one of my favorites, a beautiful setting by Stephen Paulus. Here is the text:

Tell me were is the road I can call my own,


That I left, that I lost, so long ago?
All these years I have wandered, of when will I know?
There's a way, there's a road that will lead me home?

After wind, after rain, when the dark is done,
As I wake from a dream in the gold of day,
Through the air there's a calling from far away,
There's a voice I can hear that will lead me home.

Rise up, follow me, come away is the call,
With love in your heart as the only song;
There is no such beauty as where you belong,
Rise up, follow me, I will lead you home.

Have a listen, your ears will appreciate it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbwhSP3ZIq4
In this arrangement, Paulus sets a lovely tune from 1835 in a hymn texture. The beauty lies in the simplicity, allowing the listener the chance to day dream, and consider the lovely setting.

What are the songs that make you think of home?


Wednesday, May 29, 2019

Homegrown


About 20 years ago, a good friend, Trevor Keyes, talked about wanting to make Bay City and the surrounding area "cool." I have to admit that a much younger version of myself laughed at that idea. How could this area possibly be viewed as hip, interesting, or desirable?! Trev was way ahead of the curve, and he's been living this mission as CEO of Bay Futures. So Tiks, this is my public apology for laughing at you. You were right -  this area really is wonderful, and I am so glad to be here in this thing with all of you.

While I was finishing my studies at University of Connecticut, I saw my friends take jobs in academia. This seemed like the logical projection for me. At the time, in 2015, I was on pace to complete coursework, pass comprehensive exams, and complete and defend my dissertation. I had essentially spent 10 years of my life preparing to be Dr. Travis, and teach at (insert name of institution here). This certainly would have been a wonderful and fulfilling life. However, an incredible mentor once said, "When opportunity knocks, have your bags packed."  (Cue knocking) To my surprise,  good friend and mentor Jim Hohmeyer invited me to conduct the Camerata Singers, a chamber choir at the Center for the Arts. I had a wonderful residency, and  loved working with the group. They sang well, and I was able to develop a rapport with the ensemble in just a few days. I thought - gee, this could be fun. Maybe I will get to work with them again someday.

Following the summer with Camerata, I returned to Connecticut.  I kept swimming, and working towards the degree. I happened to be scanning Facebook one day and an article about an upcoming choral concert at Midland Center. I didn't typically read these things, but for whatever reason,  this time I did. While the article was largely about the Chorale concert, there was a brief  mention that Jim would be retiring the following season. At this point it was on, a full court press for this job. THE job. My colleagues and peers know that when I set my mind on something, I can be alarmingly persistent until I get it done. (Just ask the admissions counselor at U of M who I sent letters to weekly reminding her of recent accomplishments, pleading to get of the waiting list; or to Lin Manuel Miranda's assistant who I emailed for 11 months to get an interview, or to my incredible boss, Bryan Jao and Terri Trotter who I bothered daily to book The King's Singers).  I was going to get this job, or at minimum, go down with the greatest fight in the history of job applications. I think we all know how this played out.

So why Midland, why Michigan? I cannot overstate how fortunate I am to work at the Center. Five years ago, if you had told me I would be in a position to create a concert about baseball and Hamilton, and to perform alongside Dan Dickerson, Conspirare, The King's Singers, Matthew Morrison, and Co...I would have chuckled, but this reality has been far better than the wildest dreams of many. But in some ways, what has been most rewarding is the element of programming that has become a pivotal part of my job. I am able to impact the singers and audiences in the music I program and conduct, but in selecting repertoire for the Midland Symphony Orchestra and working in conjunction with my programming colleagues, Dexter Brigham, Katie Miller, and Anne Schroeder, Bryan Jao we are able to have a broader impact on the artistic scene of the region and beyond, encouraging and at times, developing a new and different appreciation for music. Last year Daryl Freedman, a Metropolitan Opera Singer, performed a recital here at the Center. Watching a group of students interact with her, knowing that many of them had never heard vocal production like that was truly inspiring. I couldn't help but wonder, will one of these young people be the next Daryl Freedman? It's a simple but profound moment among many that I will cherish forever.

But I've loved the opportunity to reconnect with friends from many years ago. How cool is it that Mary Rita and Steve Johnson were involved in Mame, a show I did at the Center over 20 years ago?! Isn't it awesome that Lora Keenan, who just completed an incredible career at Bay City Western sings in a choir I conduct? My folks, who drove me to hours of rehearsals at the Center as a kid, are now seeing a skinnier, better-looking 35 year old version of that kid conduct on the same stage - how amazing is that?! It's funny, sometimes life comes full circle in ways that you don't expect. Several years ago, I didn't didn't anticipate that mine would, but man, I am so glad it did, and am genuinely thankful to be a part of the music community and to be here with all of you. To be back here with my incredible wife and daughter is beyond words - thank you. 

I love quoting Brahms, and Sondheim, and Mozart; but in this case, this seems more appropriate: I've got everything I want, and nothing that I don't. Homegrown.






Monday, May 20, 2019

It's you I like.

Spending time with my wonderful daughter has given me a chance to reconsider some of my favorite songs of childhood. Ultimately, the ingenuity in many of these songs, and the messages have never been more relevant, perhaps a timeless relevancy that is reflected in the skill of the songwriters. Kermit has been discussed, Big Bird and Company has been discussed, but one of my favorites was written by our favorite neighbor, Fred Rogers.

It's you I like... what an incredible message for kids young and old? It's a reminder of what truly matters, not the material things, but the beauty of the individual. While finding that beauty within ourselves can be a challenge at times, understanding that others see it, and recognize it, especially when we struggle to see it ourselves, is something truly inspiring.  That is what Mr. Rogers is trying to tell us. When all is said and done, it's you I like, it's true, I promise.

Here are some of my favorite clips:






Monday, May 13, 2019

From the mouths of babes...or at least their music


Rubber Ducky, you're the one. You make bath time lots of fun...
It's a beautiful day in this neighborhood...
The real American hero!

It was fascinating to hear all of the wonderful responses on music from childhood that really resonated with many of you. I wanted to take a minute and dig a little deeper, and take a more detailed look at one of my favorites, sung by our favorite frog, Kermey.  I am not entirely sure why "Rainbow Connection" always moves me, sometimes, admittedly, to tears. Although I think it is the incredible message about dreaming. Whether you are 5 years old, 35,  55, or 105. How can we live without dreams?

In a time when things can be dark, and things can be scary, we seek hope. We look for that idea of a "happy ending', "an aspiration", a "dream", whatever that may mean to us. While the song is simple, the message is profound, even when sung by a froggy, playing the banjo while sitting on a log.

My favorite stanza is as follows:
Who said that every wish would be heard and answered,when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that, and someone believed it, and look what it's done so far...

Above all else, hope prevails. It must be true, a green Muppet told me so!






Monday, April 29, 2019

You're getting smarter, stronger, kinder....

It's funny, prior to the birth of my daughter, I hadn't thought about Sesame Street in probably 25 years. Sure, I remember spending many sleepless nights (sometimes even in July) count, count, counting the days until Christmas(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQgVPn2RSko), and could certainly name all (the original) of the characters by heart, but I hadn't THOUGHT about the show. When offering B, my daughter, the option of what to watch, "Elmo" is always the choice - in fact, aside from "Momma", "Elmo" is the word she utters most frequently. To that end, I must admit that I've been especially taken with the message conveyed in the closing credits, for those of you that are unfamiliar, you can find it here: https://www.kidzsearch.com/kidztube/sesame-street-smarter-stronger-kinder-song-season-46-closing_d22af797a.html, that is remarkably simple, but so critical. Again, if you haven't seen it 400 times a day, here is the text:

"Come on and use your body and use your mind because you know you are growing all the time, you're getting smarter, stronger, kinder on Sesame Street."

It seems simple, but man, is there anything better to aspire to be than smarter, stronger, kinder every single day?

Are there other songs from your childhood or from shows for young people that really resonate with you?



Monday, April 22, 2019

What is is about music that moves you?


I am always fascinated by the way music can move us on a personal/emotional level . I find I'm moved for different reasons by different pieces. Cantique de Jean Racine (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pB_3rG7KZyU) moves me because I had a powerful experience as a teenager - one of those "I never knew music could be like this", moments while studying at Interlochen. It was one of the first times I was around people who loved music the same way that I did. I was deeply inspired by our conductor, Jerry Blackstone, and by the idyllic summer in northern Michigan. It was a magical memory of a serene piece that I will always cherish, and for that I am moved. In fact, it is difficult for me not to get emotional when I hear that piece. 

"If I loved you" (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6wROfJMpUo) is one of the most fascinating songs ever written. The melody is masterfully crafted and is as beautiful as anything written in any canon, but part of the reason I am moved by this is in the text. It poses the hypothetical scenario, it's not "because I love you" or "yes, I love you," it is "if." It perfectly captures that awkward and exciting moment of an initial meeting and that first spark of romantic chemistry. I hear it and I am taken back to Stanziato's Pizza joint in Danbury, Connecticut. I hear the song and I remember that moment, and that feeling, as if it were yesterday.

There have been tunes that initial do not move me at all, but then something changes, and it is suddenly among the most moving things I have ever heard. My love of the music of Ben Folds is no secret. Having attended my first Ben Folds Five concert at 14, I feel as though I have "grown up" with him. His song, "Still Fighting It"(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kqPwR39VMh0) was released when I was in high school. The story of a father having a meaningful conversation with his young son did not resonate with my teen-aged self. Not.At. All. But after becoming a parent, there are several lines that are especially poignant including this text, which describes how wonderful, but also how difficult life can, and will, be - "It was pain, sunny days and rain. I knew you'd feel the same things." Almost 20 years ago, this meant absolutely nothing to me, but now it moves me to tears with regularity.

What is your story - what is it about music that moves you?



Applause = Bad!

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